19th Nov

Im leaving for camp soon. As i saw her nick in msn, my heart jus feel like something is squeezing hard on it. i really yearn to talk to her, but i jus cant bring myself to it, fearing will hurt her more. Even though she does not think there is someone ard who loves her alot, i will always be at a corner waiting to be there if she needs me. My feelings are so mixed up now. I dunno wat to do, wat to do to make her happy. I always thought that im gd at making her happy but im wrong.Seriously wrong. I know nuts. I sincerely pray to god will always bless her with happiness and gd care.